I FEEL like i just turned 18....

Im in a "BE HAppy that You're Alive" Mood.Sure i'm not 17 anymore, Im in college now and every year i get more responsibilities. That every month and year I learn and grow from my mistakes and experiences. And I still have my dreams, goals, Free will,Free Spirit mentality in me which is the silver lining in this life =)

TO me What matters is that: I still feel like I'm 18 and In my prime !!


BTW i feel like this song is my theme Song, LOL i <3 The Strokes DEmos!

I needed a Vacation...

So in the Last week of Summer '10 what else but take a Road Trip to L.A. ha ha. Also had Good times in Anaheim =) .The Last time i'd been in SoCal was like in high school .
Overall i had an AMAZING week in Anaheim ♥ !! SUmmer 2010 FTW !
And the Icing on the Cake was that i went to Outlands saw The Strokes live, they were So Epic Live =] !! I can still remember their Opening Song was "NYC Cops" LOl that same day i was going to get a shirt that said "Cops love me" .Anyways i pushed myself to the front of the crowd while i bumped into One Crazy guy who said "want some?"passed me a blunt i got 2 hits,Sooo Legit ,Lmao!Security didnt say NADA and were like a 1 feet away from us!Only in the MothaFuckiin SF/Bay area Ha ha :D

Just for today,

adventures
Too many road trips
Hungover from
JagerBombs shots
listening to Blues
listening to the Brian Jonestown Massacre
TV Reruns
watching Artsy short films
cup of English Tea
Bits of insomnia
= Strung out much, possibly ??

ohhhh Time flies when your having fun... well i can't wait till winter break

Jaggernaut Nights Summer '10

This Summer by far has been Amazing and Fun ; yes a whirlwind of crazy Parties,Sake shots,Drama ,House Parties,me getting kicked out of venues,Music Festivals .Also let's not forget me waking up in the couch in my friend's basement [previous House party] in BErkeley then Val and me walking in the morning and We see Naive little freshmen for orientation Tour and me Yelling "WElcome to College, Kids!! ha ha" then flippin them off and running .
Anyways ,i've come to a realization that there's a time and place when people shouldn't give a shit and when they should care (depending on the situation). This quote just fits how i feel lately , it sounds philosophical. In other words I am who I am take it or leave it....

"I'd rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not"--Kurt Cobain

R.I.P. Kurt

Now and then

This song holds many memories to me
That I hold close to my heart
When I listen to this song it reminds me of
When i was 13 I was free ,care free with no worries
yeah I know I keep bringing up my teens
Only because Im finding closure with teen years
On June 19th

back then i started getting into the cure and Uk bands
I’d stumble upon cds at the local music stores
I purchased “Staring at the sea: the singles”
a gem of a cd rarely found nowadays
“Charlotte sometimes” is based on a book about a girl
That does time traveling it’s a complex plot

my perspective on life has changed a loooot since then
I sit and reflect about what were the sorts of things on my mind back then?
I laugh, giggle ,smile that I know all the adventures and memories I went through
Sort of experiences
Back then I wondered what my life would be like in the future
And now I cherish and smile at how life was simple back then
Time flies by I know i'm not the only one who feels that way
So cheers to my 20th birthday and many more to come !



The Cure - Charlotte Somtimes

Amanda aka The Cpt | MySpace Video

A new vision: bursts of inspiration

So i was listening to this new zealand band,Shocking Pinks, on youtube effin amazing stuff :). this guy has totally inspired me to start a low-fi,garage w/ punk edge band :)for a while !!! I've started writing lyrics already and the past vocal singing lessons might come in handy ha ha :D

the Runaways Biopic

So i went to the movies tonite.by far i was sorta impressed by the chick who played Joan.I'm glad she didn't ruin the part since joan's been one of my music idols since forever and i used to listen to the Runaways records back in the day lol .ok not as in decades ago.Im not gonna lie the movie was pretty fuckin rad and there were some badass scenes ha ha :P.I recommend you all to see it.

-Janny